Confused!! -- II

Still confused......

This time i took only two coins...and i thought if both coins will go in same way.....i will go their way... 

Hard luck....They both went in same way......

Hmmm......Ok...Final one....lets take a single and final coin....

And one final chance...whatever happens...

:) :) :) ..It again went in same way...Destiny winning each time...

Confused!!

Whenever i get confuse i try to find a symbol, kind of sign from some real power. Which may lead me to the right path. Today trying to find the same in nature..i found symbols which suggests me a way, but i still dont wanna follow the same. Each of the symbol directs in same way....I am never been in such kind of situations...

Finally i thought may be i am reading symbols wrong today and finally i thought to toss three different coins and i will feel what destiny wants from me. OMG...They followed the same direction...All three suggesting me to go in same way....

Still Confused... :(

Nightmare!

Few days back i saw a bad dream, it was just like reality... I got horrified and woke up. I was swat, my heart was beating as some firing is going on inside. That was nightmare!!

Five minutes later i realised it was just a dream, everything is fine and nothing happened. I slept again happily :)

I never knew that dream was going to be reality...
And now it happened in real, in life ....But this time i am not swat and my heart is not even beating!!!
A long pause gives us break to think :)

जिंदगी

जिंदगी बस यू ही चलती चली जा रही है|

रात होती है और फिर दिन होता है, फिर रात होती है और फिर से दिन होता है| शायद समय ज्यादा तेज है और हम बहुत धीमे| जिंदगी में ख्वाहिशे बढती जा रही है और समय ख़त्म होता जा रहा है|

और कभी कभी ऐसा लगता है की इसी रफ़्तार से आगे बड़ते रहे तोह शायद अपने मार्ग पर मैं अकेला ही बचूंगा|

सब कुछ उतना आसान नही है जितना सोचा गया था|

Sometimes

Sometimes...

We know that we are going at wrong path and we will not get anything over there. None will see ever that what you have done. Deep in my heart i know that i will be failed doesn't matter how much i will try, doesn't matter how much effort i am gonna put. The only satisfaction i will have would be at least i tried. :) :)

Each time i sit and watch my life i see failure's and wrong decisions but only positive thing i see is trust and friends i gained. I don't know how i take my life but I just love it :)

Life is going very fast let's see what happens!!!

Expectations!

Expectation hurts always.
Expectation and over confidence should always be in control. Never have so much of expectations due to your over confidence it because once it is broken you will get to know what your value really is. And definitely that brings lots of embarrassment with few tears!

Don't understand the child lies in this body...After having defined goals selecting wrong path is not a good strategy.   

Mistakes

Failure should always be admired, they bring us success.

I do lots of mistakes...good thing is i realize then...Another good thing is i do them again :) :)

i realize them again and do again and again...This cycle goes on always.

I am just sucking my life...Nothing else. Seems i not ment to be improved ever.

Sometimes..

Sometimes i think why we do what we do!!!

I know whatever is going on in my life is wrong and i have to get rid of it. But when the actual time comes i don't understand why we don't do what we have decided to do!!

Missed my cab today...I need to wakeup....In Morning....In Life...!!

Tiring day

After having a short sleep of only 2.5 hours, day starts at 5 AM. Nice day with bed tea,Just after having bath ;)
It definitely freshes up. And on the way to office, cab is silent as always, none wills to talk.
In office i am feeling sleepy. Got an offer to play TT with one of the Best TT player of my company and faced defeat in continuous four matches which realized me to do some office work :)

After a long time continuous 2.5 hours on desk doing some office work. And its lunch time, not feeling well :(
After lunch comes few cool moments of the day - sitting outside of the company just apart from smokers feeling cool air touching and making us realize we aren't machine yet and we still can feel :) Seeking into infinity finding and as always finding nothing.

Now its me with headache and tired body need sleep at least for 2 hours.
Went to sleep and funniest moment of the day happened. Slept at 5:30 , someone called me at 6:10 and i talked and after talking just had a look at cell and it is 6:12 ...Ohh my gosh ...Cab comes at 6:15 :( :( i would be late. Went straight to washroom, brushed and washed face in quick 1 min. While selecting shirt to wear today something clicked at my mind. Came back to room and checked cell again ..Oh MAN....its 6:20 PM :( :( .  Cab comes in morning time and its eve. Time to sleep again.

And its another morning in a single day, talking to one of closest friend at phone always give the best feeling ever i can have.

All is well that ends well....Still day is remaining :)

Just getting a thought.....PARTY IS OVER....Wakeup sid.....!!!

Introduction

Nothing much to introduce. I don't think this blog is going to have reader's at all. This blog is a kind of daily diary just to put something from life on a daily basis. doesn't matter whatever it is and i know i am going to enjoy it afterwords whenever i will read it.

Trying to create some memories for myself. Some space for me. Let's analyse the life and see how it goes. :)